From the time he was two, every Saturday morning, Oliver climbed into Patricia’s lap in that blue chair, and she read him dinosaur books. The same ones, over and over. The one with the footprints. The one with the flying one. The one with the T. rex who was scared of the dark.

She’d do all the voices. She’d make the T. rex roar so loud the cat ran out of the room.

And almost every Saturday, Oliver would fall asleep on her chest before they finished the book. Sometimes she fell asleep too. I’d come to pick him up at noon and find them both snoring in that chair, with the sun coming in through the window and a dinosaur book open on the floor.

She called him Teddy Bear. Ever since he was a baby.

“How’s my Teddy Bear?” she’d say when he ran through her front door. And he’d throw himself at her knees and shout, “GRANDMA!” like he hadn’t seen her in a year.

That’s who Patricia was to my son.

That’s why what happened at that table felt like watching something break.

“Patricia, he’s seven,” I said. My voice came out harder than I expected. “Stop embarrassing him.”

The table went a little quieter.

Patricia waved her hand at me, the way you’d wave at a fly.

“Oh, relax, Sarah. I’m only joking!”

“It’s not funny to him.”

“Everything’s a big deal with you young mothers,” she said, and a couple of the older women at the end of the table nodded and smiled like they knew exactly what she meant.

I felt my face go hot.

That’s when my husband put down his fork.

David is not a loud man. He’s an accountant. He likes spreadsheets and quiet weekends and making pancakes in shapes on Sunday mornings. In twelve years of marriage, I had never once heard him raise his voice to his mother.

He didn’t raise it now, either.

He just set his fork down on his plate, very carefully, and looked down the long table at her.

“Mom,” he said, “can I ask you one question?”

“Of course, darling.”

“Why do you keep making jokes about Oliver’s stomach,” he said, “when you know what the doctor told us?”

Patricia’s smile disappeared.

Just like that. Gone.

The paper crown was still crooked on her head. But her face had gone completely still.

“David,” she said quietly. “Don’t.”

Three weeks before that dinner, Oliver had started complaining about stomachaches.

At first, they were small things. He’d rub his belly after breakfast and say it felt “pinchy.” He’d sit out a few minutes at soccer practice. I thought it was something he ate. Or nerves about the spelling test. Second grade spelling tests are a big deal when you’re seven.

Then I noticed his stomach looked a little swollen. Rounder, on one side, than it should have been. He’d always been a sturdy kid, solid and strong, but this was different. It was firm when I touched it. He flinched.

I took him to our pediatrician, Dr. Mendez.

Actually, Patricia took us. My car was in the shop that week, and David was at work, so she drove. She sat in the waiting room with Oliver on her knee and read him a magazine about tractors because there were no dinosaur ones.

When Dr. Mendez pressed on his belly, gently, in a few different places, her face changed. Just a little. Doctors are good at not letting their faces change, but I saw it.

“I’d like to get an ultrasound,” she said. “Just to take a look. It’s probably nothing, but I want to be sure.”

In the car afterward, Patricia was quiet. At a red light, she reached over and squeezed my hand.

“He’ll be fine,” she said. “Kids get all kinds of bumps.”

“I know,” I said.

“Make sure they look at it properly, Sarah. Don’t let them rush you.”

“I won’t.”

That was three weeks before her birthday.